Candyce's blog: "just stuff"

The war of emotions creates a wasteland of your heart... pain leaves a bright trail of blood and carnage as it tears thru love- Never fully retreating- does hope push back the advancement of hate- as trust bombards the gates of deceit. An eternal siege goes on- within this war never does one or the other make advancement- but continues a steady battle... to claim victory over your soul. ~Candyce~

the smiling face the tender glance the gentle eyes portrayed on the mask- how easy to place it and hide what's behind not wanting the world to see what's inside. the forsaken thoughts the tired emotions the lost memories of love care and devotion- all mixed within the paint that shows for once set in.. no changes will it know. yet...how lightly we wear them how they carry with ease the painted-on emotions.. showing for all... .............................trying to please. ~Candyce~

do you see me there standing before you can you not see the scars that now bleed- can you not feel the flame that one burned bright now become the ice that forms within- can you not see me that which I was becoming something I don't want to be- can you not see me there standing before you one last time not wanting to live with that which has been done to me- to stop the blood and spark the flame to forever melt this ice that now forms- can you not see me wanting to be free.. for I don't wish to live this way. ~Candyce~

Through this world I've stumbled often fallen to my knees- I have the scrapes and scars that show my path my pain that leads the way. My life becomes that which I felt through the trails that I face- My demons haunt my dreams at night while angels guard my day. Loneliness now becomes my friend as through this world I go- Among my friends I find some peace... but forever feel alone. ~Candyce~

I love to write (among other things) and what I write tends to contain alot of emotions. Whether is love, pain, loneliness, depression.. and yes.. even the favorite.. lust, wanting, sex/erotica....etc. I get inspired by many things and lots of different people. Sometimes I pick up on what others feel and can put it to words. Most of the time I just write what comes to me. Life isn't always about love and friendship.. hot sex and sensual nights.. you have the hurt and pain.. the rejection and depression. All of which you'll find within my writings. (I don't follow any certains 'rules' as it were.. when I write either.. so please don't hate me for the form.) If you read through.. let me know what you think. I always enjoy feedback.. no matter what it is. (I'm my own worst critic in all things I create so...yeah.. feedback is welcome.) thanks for stopping by either way. ~Candyce~