I don't know what to do..I'm having conversations with a very special person. . We talk like old friends. .and more..but.. I know I'm not the one she wants.. but. I don't wanna give up the conversations..I love them so.
I've said it before. I will die alone. I have always known this. . Not to say I want to. But..I don't wanna live alone.. I've seen both worlds.. living and loving.. and this lonely existence. .been alone so long now.. I don't know ow if I could actually live with others. . I'm totally confused and just lost .......