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What are you waiting for?
What do you do when you feel you have nothing. Opening yourself up just to be shut out. Whats the point. Just have to keep in the back of your mind that you are the only person you have. You make people mad. Cant help it. Never mean to, but happens. So, what is there to do but to just forget about it. Everyone has this vision of grewing old with that one person, but i never had that. Always thought it would just be me. Im not worth it, so why try. Theres hope, but only for emtieness. Theres nothing there, just something that beats. Who am i to have or be with anyone for any reason. I gave that choice up. I am who i am and im not going to change that for anyone. If that means im to be alone for life then so be it, i can live. What i really need to do is stop being such a pussy. Be the bitch that everyone knows me as. Hell why not. Dont like me. Hate me. I dont care. Why should I. My friend put it to me perfectly, were here to make the guy a better one for someone else. Well heres a shot to being second best.
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