so i told him that i love him
and that we can't see each other anymore
i told him it's tearing me apart
and i can't do it
i can't be an "at arm's length" girl
i can't wait around for him to be ready
hell we're not even talking about marriage
we've already tried that
i can't pretend to "just be friends"
with someone i'm in love with
i can't "just hang out"
with someone i used to spend my life with
not when i still match them all
everyone i'm with to him
i can't wait for him to clear his head
when it tears me up inside each time he walks away
i'll be okay though
i lowered my standards
i don't try to be happy anymore
i just try to stop being miserable.
~sinamynlee
