As I walk through the valley of the shadow of Death
Where for art thou Lord? I can’t catch my breath
The valley of ghosts and bones is my home
Hidden away, I ravage alone drunk and stoned
Hiding from the light, is it a heaveanly delight?
Or another reminder of sorrow just for spite
The road I’m on feels dark all around
While the fog rolls in, I inhale the smoke and lie on the ground
Looking by the moonlight at the start filled sky
I wait to die live fast stay high and live a lie
The road to rightousness to to straight to walk while filled with demons
I feel their presence and my soul is their reason for breathin
I lay awake dreaming and life and its surrounding seam so unreal
While others conform and cower, I stand tall and am ready to deal
As me and death play roulett I stay close to the steal
Against my own will I’m forced to hold on to the pill
And repeal anything that may actually help me break the seal
To my right is the ocean, to my left the sand
I look back at my path but only one set of footprints are on the land
So was I carried by angels or lead by demonic lore
The thoughts alone my me sore to my souls very core
Everything seems so real, yet I know its not
The feelings I’m feeling are learned and not taught
As a drifter wonders from city to town
So do I except my path only leads down
We are all stuck here on this planet, drifting
So what makes the begger less? His story ain’t uplifting?
I’ve dined with mighty men and broke bread with princes
I’ve tasted success, but the same night slept slept in distress
Laying with dogs out in pastures all night
But told that everything will be alright
I’m glad I see the world different than the rest
The difference in opinion just shows me i’ve actually got it best
With a hard shell and a bullit proof vest
I will live forever my soul will never rest
Even when I’m dust and have not a consuss mind
You will remember what I said in good time
My words will haunt you, the last laugh will be mine
Because I lived life, and it didn’t pass like everyone said
So far I’ve made a hell of a run and still I’m not dead
Am I cursed or blessed or just plain lucky?
Or is it fate that binds us intertwined so toughly
I know that I stand alone no support needed
Where was God when for my life I pleaded?
When I was sentenced to death but never conceded
Why in loves name the only words I hear are beat it?
For I am not a stranger to my people, they all know me by name
But for what I’ve done shall receive no fame
They welcome me, but like the stallion, I cannot be tamed
Fuck em all I say, I am the only one to be blamed
