I always hear you saying "It'll be ok"
I've sacrificed so much in your name
I take all the blame
From suffering comes the wisdom of ages
How can you tell me this will end?
Whos to say that I want it to?
Maybe I like the dark
I have to see where I went wrong
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me less?
I will let this go when I'm done
I hope I can't find where to leave this behind
I feel I need to suffer
I need this weight crushing me
I deserve this hell I've made
What I've done I cannot forgive
There is no end to my road
Try all you like
Say what makes you feel better
You may change the world
you can't change me
The daylight may bow to your whim
I refuse to even try
I've spent my time with you
It was so hard to make you smile
I hammered at that old stone face
I wasn't even able to make a scratch
The only smile I saw was when you spoke his name
Get out of my head
Just leave me alone here
How can you smile at me now?
You took so much from me
I hope the love you've found drowns you
Marry him and bury me
I'm so goddamned tired
Let me suffer in pieces...
