I love someone. He loves me. You'd think this was an easy thing... but it's not. I have loved him for 10 years. And I've walked away from him twice.
Ever get into a situation that you just knew wasn't good for you, but you couldn't help yourself... that's how this has been. I have been hopelessly, helplessly in love with him for 10 years. Sometimes I miss him so much I can scarely breathe. But I still walked away.
I wish I could have turned the page like I wanted to. *sigh* I want to let it go.