uh i think someone has been liein to me. but whatever. people lie rigth? fuckin people. today was a better day but the supposive lie isnt makein it to great. well i was gonna go to texas but with this shit going on i dont know if i want to. uh i dont know what to do. lots of money to spend on tickets to go there and fuckin hate it you know? oh well i dont need people. they just fuck with you and leave you to yourself. i feel empty inside all the time now. like i want people and friends but they always seem to fuck ya over! i dont know im just a depressed fucked up person. ok any thing good in my life...well if i dont go to texas ill save 300. thats always a plus specially cuz im lookin into buyin a hearse i was gonna go for a camaro but if im gonna do a gothic porn site i prolly should have something a lil more scary. so ya...liers!