So far my day hasn't been too bad...My Mom got me a new computer chair and my back thanks me. Furniture chairs ..uhmmm yeah not so good. Those who of you know or you'll know now.. I have been diagnosed of being slightly bi-polar I can go from being happy to utterly depressed in a matter of seconds. I've had this for most of my adult life and I have wondered if this had something when I was in a car accident I could have been killed in. If I didn't seek treatment it would have gotten more serious and worse. Im still the same person I just go with these mood shifts.
10 years ago during morning rush coming home from work at UPS I was hit and pushed twenty feet by a semi. I avoided hittng another car by just instinct and my will to get through this. I was lucky the only thing I walked away with was a bad shoulder. Of coarse my entire left side is a mess anyway lol. At times I was wondering If I could have avoided that. At times it seems things were getting worse instead of better. I couldn't drive for months just from the trama.
Thanks for asking about my Fuber/ Myspace dinner for those who asked over a week ago...Yes I had a good time and I felt I needed it.
She hot Beautiful sexy and...oh god way too good for me really. Super nice...and made me feel good. I dont think i want her more as a friend...she does bring a smile on my face. besides I think shes after someone else sorta.
Were both..venting our frustrations over relationships.
I think i got over my all woman suck phase and I'm still going back and forth on the "jeez I feel really pathetic" stage of a breakup. This is my year anniversary from the last one.
The more lovely they are i keep falling for they are something unattainable
A) seeing someone or getting off a relationship
B) married
C) No personality and doesn't want to do anything.
D) Just too damn attractive for you to date so forget it.
We both had similar interest, Both attracted to our taste in music. She found me attractive
Who in the hell was she looking at?
Cmon most woman I know drool over Hollywood actors...Im not a actor.
I dont drool over actress's anymore.. they just dont seem real.
We keep trading surveys back and forth and the only way if you are going to know anything about me is if you ask questions. We laughed and talked and it was great. OK yeah Ill shut up now about this now.lol
Although nine times out of ten I'm the one breaking up..because of cheating lying and or being smothered to death. I love being independent
I love my privacy. If she doesn't want to go out Ill go. I can get over the lonely stuff sometimes.
Frankly I dont carry this huge ego on or I'm a not really vain person. I'm just myself. Without this huge paperweight on my face and losing twenty pounds I think I can take on anything... I come home I'm tired...and I'm online there and here. Do my artwork because it makes me happy. welcome to my age. it doesn't get any better than this folks.. Love being a witful smartass. Its part of my charm lol
