Sooo yeah life sucks, its shallow, lame and i swear life just throws ya some fucked up shit and you have no choice but to deal with it. It all good i just wish life would tell me ahead of time instead of just dropping a bomb right on my lap and just fucking up my whole existance. I swear sometimes things make me so mad or hurt me so much that i just wanna scream FUCK YOU CRUEL WORLD at the top of my lungs but honest what good is that good do? Sorry i am in a foul mood right now and typing this blog really aint helping none but atleast i get my feelings on paper. I am done moving on merry christmas and happy fucking new year or whatever ya wanna say