Well...they are going to most likely take her oxygen mask off today. The only reason her oxygen levels are up the Dr. said is because of the mask. She cant eat,swallow, cant even get mucus that forms in her throat out. So much fluid around her heart and lungs.... Its only a matter of time, and with the DNR order...it would only be fair to honor her wishes.... *sighs* This is so hard. My uncle is struggling with the issue of removing the mask because her whole body shakes and struggles when its taken off..but thats just normal reactions of the body...she trusted him with the decisions of carrying out the DNR and he needs to honor that. It so hard having to deal with this....but she wants to be with Grandpa and God, and thats what he needs to do is what she wanted. *sighs* I go back to work tomorrow...I hope they put me by myself in the gatehouse or something so I can be upset all I want and not have to deal with the residents lookin at me like I've lost my mind.... grrrr
