yeah -life- what's it to ya? I dunno anymore... I'm in that point in my life its like WTF??? I'm out of school. Only been working for bout a year. (and point this out- @ a gas station)... and I have no idea where my life is going or what i'm going to do. I had wanted to go to college... but I can't see myself actually in college.... I hated PLAIN old school how would I make it thru the courses that college offers? i'm not your A- average student I'm the one that tries hard enough just to get a passing grade... and go on with my life. Also I'm getting irratated with my family soo much I just can't stand being around them. I know its horrible to say. but my parents still treat me like I'm their little baby. Let me LIVE a little!!! I am my own person now. I'm just tired of living a sheltered life. I want to go out and meet new ppl ... and HEY i love to travel. but I won't be able to do that. So once I do get my license I'm never gonna be home... I swear I'm just gonna be home long enough to sleep and that's it. Cuz once I'm paying for the car-insurance- and gasoline I'm not gonna be here. and that's a warning... I guess one person can only stand being trapped in their own house for sooo long. But I'm tired of all the bullcrap they say and do to me... I know i"m the middle child and I'm trying to get all the attention ... but OOO well. this is my life I want to live it the way I want to. I'm never gonna get anywhere by staying here and just sitting and waiting for something to happen. I know I'm probably just mumbling on and on but o well this is how I feel... life has been SHITTY
