just sitting here thinking about all the things going on un my life right now, no real comment on anything , just confused to say the least, im in the middle of a divorce, i know it is what is best for the wife and i, but everytime i spend time with my kids, i feel like maybe we are cheating them out of something. then on the other hand i know its now good for them to grow up in an unhappy family. im scared that she will try to keep me from seeing the kids as much as i get too now. just waiting on a little more paperwork to be signed and i will be sure of what is going on. anyway, i know that i have found the love of my life since the wife and i split. she makes me very happy(something that i am not used to) she treats me like a real person, she does things for me that i would have never asked of anyone. anyway i know a few of you were concerned with what was going on right now