I fight day and night with my thoughts and emotions to convince myself that everything is going to be ok.
Somehow I am always at fault. Nothing is ok, nothing is right. Yet when you do anything that is shady, its ok.
My heart is pining over you when you don't call. You say you love me, yet I feel all alone.
I am alone even with you here.
The shadows of your past haunt your present.
I get 5 minutes of your time, just to hear about everything else but us.
Yet everyone else gets any amount of time they want.
Sugarland said it best, I give you my best, so why do they get the best of you?
I would cut the heart out of my chest for you, but you won't even give me a second thought.
Why is it that I love you so?
Am I just trying to hold on to the hope that one day you will return my feelings?
We started so strong, and we have done nothing but fall apart.
I pour my heart and soul out for you......only for you to throw me a towel.
So now I stand up on my own two feet and say this is enough. If you don't want to love me, then say so.
Stop dragging me around by my heartstrings and prove it to me.
This is my last chance for you, don't waste it. Because I won't come back again.