last nite i was looking at some quotes & lyrics that ive written dowm and i think ive figured it out. the reason i fell for the guys i did was b/c they seem to b everything im not. popular, confident, wanted,.....etc. i guess i thought if i was with them i was a part of the lyfe i wanted. now i wouls still b apart of that lyfe, (have more friends and do crazier things) but i dont wanna get there just b/c im with somebody. id rather make it there by myself.