The most horrible of feelings one will ever know
Is that of lonliness, worthlessness and nowhere to go
Sometimes life deals us such a heavy load
That is seems like there is no one with us along this road
When we get like this so burdened down
Its real easy for our enemies to make us drown
Not able to bring ourselves to up for air
We literally give up and live in total despair
It seems like when we are already so low
Thats when we get more burdens on us to tow
At this time it is easy to want to give up and die
to throw our hands in the air and say no more can I try
It is at this point that I now stand alone
Not knowing how much more on me can be thrown
My burdens are heavy and weighing me down
No matter how much I try to smile all I do is frown
Somewhere someday somehow this has to end
It is getting harder and harder to just pretend
That things will get better and soon I will be fine
Reality is this is my life and there is very little sunshine
Is there sunshine and bright days ahead
Or am I forever going to live my life in dread
Always alone and no one to help me out
Feeling so low lonely and full of self doubt
Friends try to help and try to be there for you
But how when this pain they have never been thru
They say kind words and do good deeds
Then they think all should be better no more needs
It's not that easy oh how I wish it could be
There are still those who want to harm, you see
When you are feeling down and so low
It's easier to believe the wicked don't you know
If you are a friend of someone just like me
Please don't feel like your kindness we don't see
But we we are so low and in such a dark place
It is hard for you to understand the harsh pain that we face