JUST FOUND OUT FOR THE HOLIDAY THAT I AM GOING TO BE A GRAND MA! NOT TO HAPPY ABOUT THAT ! I FILL I AM TO YOUNG AND WISH SHE HAD WATED TILL SHE WAS MARED AND HAD HER OWNE LIFE1! TO LATE NOW! SHE HAS A JOB AND LIKES IT SHE IS NOVING OUT OF MY HOME TO BE WITH HER STEP DADDY! I AM SAD NOW! I BE ALL ALONE AND HAVE NO ONE! SHE ALL READY FOUNF HER A LIFE COACH AND IS PLANING A POOL SIDE BABY SHOWER! OF CORSE WITH OUT ME! SHE IS DUR BEFOR MY BIRTHDAY! AROUND AUGUST 15 ANF MY BIRTHDAY IS TH 26 TH OF AUGUST! THAT WILL BE NICE! I KNOW I AM GOING TO BE KNOCKED OUT OF THE LABER ROOM ! I WILL LIVE ! I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE MY OWNE PICKS BUT WILL HAVE TO GET THEM WHEN SHE GET OUT OF THE HOSPITAL! ALLLREADY BEEN NOCED OUT OF THE DR OFFICE VITS AND THE FIRST ULTER SOUND! IAM SAD BUT LIFE GOES ON AND I WILL HOLD MY HEAD UP AND HOPE SHE GOES THEW SOME OF THE THINGS I HAD TO GO THEW WITH HER!~ LIFE IS TO SHORT FOR WHAT IF SO I HAVE TO GO ON AND MAKE MY OWNE LIFE!
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