So i promised myself i would stop and visit the graves of brothers and sisters who have given their all for this war but get i cant get myself past the gate ... the places were not always grave sites either, they were once rolling green hills with tree's and flowers, beauty yet..
I've hated the place...for so long, yet its always been on my mind, this isnt how it all use to be, it wasnt like this.
maybe it means that one cannot be deceived by such things, but no matter.... No matter how beautiful the flowers are people will just blow them away again.
but this...seeing it all like this... I hate even more! Stone crosses to mark what use to be a living breathing human being...
How many more will dot the landscape before we realize what we are doing is wrong. But yet where am i to make such a statement?
I'm a simple soldier meant only to follow orders, yet how can anyone follow orders they no longer believe in?
*sighs* I'm going to bed, maybe things will look better come morning....
I hope
