At one time I was told to always follow my heart for it will never lead me astray. what whisdom I thought this was comming from someone who seemed to have it all in life and love.
So I took that chance and let my heart lead my way, opened up all that was with in and loved to the fullest, only to have my heart ripped out and tossed around like a play toy.
How does one recover? feelings and emotions mixed with pain and hurt, do you sit and cry, let this bring you down to a level of nonworth, tear yourself appart wondering what did I do wrong, am I that bad, find yourself thinking of thoughts of how to make the pain stop forever. Would they miss me, would they think of me, would it really matter.
This is all of what has been going through my mind. Then one day my heart woke up again and started making me feel started making me know that yes they would miss me yes they would think of me yes I am worth it and no I did nothing to derserve such pain and torment.
I can look at my self again and see a beautiful person so full of life and love, so full of wonderful thoughts and full of passion and care to give again.
So the next time you find yourself in this way think deep inside and talk to your heart for my mother was right all along my heart did not lead me astray my heart saved my life when I needed it the most.
Never let anyone try to make you feel as you are nothing and nobody because each and everyone of us are a unique and wonderful soul.
I will stop rambling now have a great day all!!
