LOST
im a lost soul trapped in my thoughts
walking on a path of memories and taunts
scar'd by my childhood and teenage years
each and every day i fear'd
was he going to scream and shout?
was his beating utensils gonna come out?
at age 16 my dream came true
i met my real father that day in june
a father/daughter relationship then grew
and he gives me the love
i never knew.
up until my 20th year
i wondered if the man i fear
would go away or just disappear
but he didnt so i moved out
started my life and a fresh new start
had a son at 21
and so my adult life had begun
but now that i am almost 28
he still treats me like i'm 8
how do i make him understand
he needs to treat me for the grown woman and mother that i am.
im not a child
im now an adult
thats what happens
its not my fualt
BY.Trin,
