it goes away almost as soon as it shows up.
although i cant bitch and moan like an emo-NEO anymore about not connecting with another on here.
yeah im alone again...but im used to that haha.
but i do know now without question believe some people can look past bullshit and surface nonsense and get together for real via the internet.
without a resume and application of who we are first.
im happy for the few i have honestly made a connection with to the point of feeling love for them.
everything ends though so i cant be down about it going away.
i find that ive proven myself wrong about the bad things.
there is a "chance" for anti-social maniacs to find actual happiness without paying for it in cash.
that knowledge is golden regardless of the ending...it is possible and ive experienced it.
now haha...i'll stand back and watch.
i dont think im meant to be with anyone...im not thinking like a whiny bitch but im not going to defy the great magnet anymore.
i love my life even if it seems i dont to some...i keep keepin on.
until that day.