Love Your Little Girl
As I sit here all alone, I stare up at the stars,
I think of how it used to be, when the laughter was all ours.
Wishing I could turn back time, before I had to say goodbye,
... for one more chance to hug you tight, one more look into your eyes.
I miss the time we had together, I cherish every day we shared,
I miss the way you looked at me, the way you showed me that you care.
My mom was someone in my life, that I simply can't replace,
you were there day or night to wipe the tears from my face.
I didn't think I could go on, without you by my side,
but you taught me to be strong, and that life is one big ride.
Sometimes it goes up and down, sometimes really smooth,
but always keep your head up, for you have nothing to prove.
The pictures I have left of you, are sheer memories to me,
you, mom, were my very best friend, and you always will be.
I still remember, to this day, the last words that we spoke,
the last time I looked in your eyes, before my heart was broke.
I still find myself welling up, when I think about that day,
knowing that the words I spoke, was not all I had to say.
You looked so very tired, from the battle you had to fight,
you held on as long as you could, you held on with all of your might.
I remember the saddness in your eyes, I think you already knew,
the moment I got the word you passed, I knew what I had to do.
Pull myself together, through the tears that fell like rain,
and be there for our family, and help see them through the pain.
Life since then without you, has not been an easy street,
feeling like I'm alone in the dark, tripping over my own feet.
And I know it will get better, with every passing day,
things will finally start looking up, things will go my way.
I just want to say I love you mom, I always have and always will,
But I really don't have to say a word, you already know how I feel.
I know in my heart I'll see you again, when it's my time to leave this world,
Untill then, mom, I love you. Love your little girl.
Jessica Balluch
02/25/12
In loving memory
Jo Ann Crowder (Arvizu)
(MOM)
As I sit here all alone, I stare up at the stars,
I think of how it used to be, when the laughter was all ours.
Wishing I could turn back time, before I had to say goodbye,
... for one more chance to hug you tight, one more look into your eyes.
I miss the time we had together, I cherish every day we shared,
I miss the way you looked at me, the way you showed me that you care.
My mom was someone in my life, that I simply can't replace,
you were there day or night to wipe the tears from my face.
I didn't think I could go on, without you by my side,
but you taught me to be strong, and that life is one big ride.
Sometimes it goes up and down, sometimes really smooth,
but always keep your head up, for you have nothing to prove.
The pictures I have left of you, are sheer memories to me,
you, mom, were my very best friend, and you always will be.
I still remember, to this day, the last words that we spoke,
the last time I looked in your eyes, before my heart was broke.
I still find myself welling up, when I think about that day,
knowing that the words I spoke, was not all I had to say.
You looked so very tired, from the battle you had to fight,
you held on as long as you could, you held on with all of your might.
I remember the saddness in your eyes, I think you already knew,
the moment I got the word you passed, I knew what I had to do.
Pull myself together, through the tears that fell like rain,
and be there for our family, and help see them through the pain.
Life since then without you, has not been an easy street,
feeling like I'm alone in the dark, tripping over my own feet.
And I know it will get better, with every passing day,
things will finally start looking up, things will go my way.
I just want to say I love you mom, I always have and always will,
But I really don't have to say a word, you already know how I feel.
I know in my heart I'll see you again, when it's my time to leave this world,
Untill then, mom, I love you. Love your little girl.
Jessica Balluch
02/25/12
In loving memory
Jo Ann Crowder (Arvizu)
(MOM)