barricade's blog: "Poetry"

I'll shudder as I look away from Zion...
my palms damp and feverish,
I never knew you, really.

Even when we were juxtaposing words with tenacity,
there was always an omnipotent feeling
that underlying was a lie.

So, I'll make my way to the abbatoir,
instead of your heaven
even when you tried to palliate it...I knew.

My mind travels back to a halcyon daze
before I was screwed by your malfeasance
by your emblematic dogma.

And then the present obtrudes
bringing me back to the tirade
Here is my libation to you, false one.

I'm quite...cumulonimbus tonight
possessed by monomania...
I was once your fawning sycophant, but no longer.

I think it's time to do some hedging
copious amounts of it, actually
I'm through with all of this.

excuse my solecism when I say

Fuck you.

Letting the turgid river flow
I'm floundering for just a moment
then I'm finally still, still and true.
The cacophany in my head finally ceases
as I take my place with the dead


And all the quandaries I once had, fade.

left with perfect nonsense floating in,
instead of your perverse scriptures...

snickerdoodle, nougatocity, radon...
Ironic, that it all comes down to this...
silliness.