MENTAL MASSOCHISM
AS I LAY HERE UNREQUIETED
MY MIND IS FORCED TO WANDER
EVER THE BATTLEGROUND FOR
UNCERTAINTY AND AWARENESS
NEVER SATISFIED WITH MY HAPPINESS
I FIND STRANGE CONTENTMENT
IN FIXATED TRIBULATION
BOREDOM REIGNS ABSOLUTE
IN A REALM OF CONSTANT OBLIGATION
I'M A MENTAL MASOCHIST
TO BE AT EASE IS A THREAT
TO MY CONSCIOUSNESS
SO I LAY HERE LACKING THE ELOQUENCE
TO PURGE MY CEREBRAL RAMBLINGS
AND I STRUGGLE TO DISTRACT MYSELF
WITH A SINGULAR OBSESSION
