Im sittin here at work and its dead like always and I hate it because then I have to much time to think..
I don't think anyone realizes just how much you miss someone until its to late and they aren't around.. I know she hasn't been gone but for a few days.. But knowing that I may not get her back for a while kills me..
So help me God I will never and I mean never complain about not having any time to myself.. I can honestly say I miss hearing the "mommy I need you" or "mommy I peed" followed by a lil giggle.. Or getting up in the middle of the night triping over her baby dolls or her sippie cup she left right before bed..
I won't complain about a 1 min shower alone or getting home to find she had gotten into my make up and wants to know if she looks pretty..
These are momments I may never get back.. and at this point I will do what it takes to get that back..