I made the wrong choice again. What a suprise there huh?? I jumped into something too fast and wound up hurt AGAIN. So I ask myself what have I learned? Well I have learned to step back and evaluate a situation before jumping into it. To stop abd remember how I have been hurt in the past. So to those that who wonder why I didnt agree to involve myself in that kind of relationship with you the same day my last one ended what did you really expect no disrespect but come on now. I understand that we get along but all I want and need right now are friends that I can count on. Please dont pressure me any further till I am ready I cant do it right now the pain is still to fresh. So give me time so I can move on and then MAYBE just maybe there may be a chance.