WELL I JUST FOUND OUT A FEW DAYS AGO THAT THE BROTHER I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR, FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS HAS JUST RECETLY BEEN MURDERED BY SOME DRUG CARTEL OR TE COPS THERE IN MEXICO AND LEFT TO DIE IN SOME HOLE IN THE GROUND. I KNOW HE WAS INTO SOME BAD STUFF BUT HES STILL IS MY BROTHER AND I LOVE HIM. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR HOW TO FEEL...IM JUST NUMB! WHY IS MY FAMILY PLAGED BY SO MUCH DEATH! NOW, I HAVE LOST A SON, A HUSBAND AND NOW A BROTHER...THIS SHIT SUX AND IM UPSET AT THE WHOLE WORLD RIGHT NOW.
THANX FOR LISTENING
MON FIRE