Well for a few months now this guy i know had been asking me constantly to go out with him and the other week i eventually took a risk and said yes. It was so amazing. We went tothis place where it overlooks the ocean and it was so beautiful just sitting in the car with each other talking. When i first met him i thought he was a dick but then i really got to know him and i found him to be special. Gorgeous and just my type. He sang to me and im listening to that song right now its kinda making me sad lol.And then we made out lol felt really nice. So anyway we decided to go to another place and we ended up going to this private beach where the wealthy live. And we had sex lol and i cant stop thinking about it. He hasnt called me since and im really depressed cause he said he wanted to get closer.It sucks cause im too scared to call him to find out how he feels.
