Crying in my head
Crying In my bed
Crying I get my pillow wet
Crying and you dont care I bet
My heart is in pain
My heart says theres nothing to gain
My heart begins to pound
My heart has no sound
My mind begins to reel
My mind says this isnt how you feel
My mind wants to make me believe
My mind shows me there is no relief
Looking at the bedroom wall
Looking at myself, at it all
Looking around I begin to see
Looking at something I knew couldnt be
Telling myself I know it was a trap
Telling I cant take anymore crap
Telling you about how I feel
Telling me you dont believe Im for real
Im soon to be dead dont you see
Im crying out for you to save me
Im feeling my last breath slip away
Im watching you as you cry and say
I love you in every way
I am dead by the end of the day
I know you will go and be happy
I know this is how you wanted it to be
