The Mad Tatter's blog: "The Diary!"

First off, I'm a Virgo. I worry about everything, and bitch about everything else. I also tend to be a bit of a know it all. Just ask, and I know and if I don't, I'll bullshit you really good. Yes, I am bi-sexual. Sorry mom, sorry, dad, sorry, sis (I know you knew), but I've been this way ever since I can remember. And sorry, Dale, but my first sexual experience was with a girl. I do lie, and I lie a lot, but never if it can hurt someone. I try to be honest when it comes to that. If I don't like you, or don't want to be bothered by you, you'll know. BUT let me say, I also tend to be forgetful...sorry Mikki...I do luv ya hon...but I even forgot to uncover my bird this morning.

Secondly, I tend to put too much into my friendships, and in the past, I've always been hurt. So I tend to go into friendship with a bit of an edge. CherryTap, though, has been great so far. I've met alot of great new friends. And even Dale has met up with some old friends!

I AM A BITCH!! There is no getting around it. Yes, I am very sweet, and I try to be, but I can be very very mean. I'll try to warn ya'll if I'm havin one of those days. Oh, and yes, dale is an asshole, you can ask him yourself...but he's also go a cuddly side!!

To that, we do...on occasion, swing. Never with couples. I was raped when I was younger, and ....besides Dale.... have had bad sexual and personal experiences with the male race, so we naturally tend to try to be only friends with men and couples.

We are very busy in the spring and summer, but come night time, we aren't as busy. As you can tell from our pics, I garden and grow all my own plants. We love the out doors! I love everything about being outside!...and on that note..I'm very self conscious of my weight. 4 years ago, my weight was maxed at 320lbs, and I was on the verg of suicide. No matter what I did, I couldn't loose the weight. What pushed me was becoming boarder line diabetic. I went on Atkins, then off, and just controlled my eating and started to take walks. Wheather is was in a store or around the yard, we walk all the time. Well, 4 years later, and I'm at 245lbs...weighed myself last night. From a size 30 jean to a 20/22!!

Yes, I still live with my parents. It's not so bad, SOMETIMES...and sometimes, it's HELL, but my parents are cool, when they're not trying to be cool grandparents!...lol Read Monday Blues, you'll understand. I've had...and am having, an interesting life. March is a bad month for me, in 1996 my life went to shit, and I truly had to grow-up even faster. March 9, 1996 on a Saturday,my grampa pasted away..my mom's dad! He was my favorite grampa. 2Week later, on a Monday, my house burned down. Ever since then, every March something happens. Doesn't matter how big or small, something always happens. Cars will die, people leave, get sick, come back..lol..

Cooking...I love to cook, and Dale is a grill master!! Charcoal all the way, Baby!! Well, it's almost time for me to go home. I've still got alot of this I didn't cover, but this will help you decide if I sound like a good friend...look for a My life part 2....soon....

Hugs...

Besley...Tracy