so my mom has liver disease and i am helping taking care of her. i know people who are taking care of their mom that is real sick and i guess i never knew the stress that they go through. well i know now how stressful it is to have a mom that is dying and slowly. i never knew how i would feel when this time came, but now i know how it feels and i dont like it. it is the hardest thing in the world. since i have started this i am at the doctors with her twice a week and yet she can get so hateful. i know it is the encephanlopathy that the disease causes and that the disease makes her do some of the stuff but it is very hurtful and stressful. i am stressed out about how she is doing. i dont know if i am gonna wake up tomorrow and she is gonna be and it doesnt help that she is depressed and not sleeping. i needed to vent but i have no idea what to write either because what i feel is so little to what she is going through. i am trying to understand what she is going through but i dont think people understand what the kids go through to. so i will deal with this as it comes and no matter how she feels or acts i will continue to take care of her cause that is what good daughters do.