Well.... it's definitely been a while since i last made myself present here on this page. i'm normally logged in @ myspace ( i know i know...soooo uncool) but here's the link anyways if you're curious.... www.mypsace.com/ceramic_heart .
There have been several different things to happen within the time frame from October to now. The biggest development though was me meeting my sweetheart.We haven't said those 3 big words to each other, and probably won't for quite some time. But it's one of those relationships where the more we see each other , the more we WANT to be with each other. I'm almost embaressed to admit it, but i've began to have dreams of him. Is this love for me??? I'm almost certain it is. But i'm scared to even take that risk. The last time i fell head over heels in love he hurt me the worse way any man could ever hurt another person. I'm terrified of being hurt again. I just haven't closed myself up completely.
My children are doing great! My daughter will , in 5 1/2 months, be 9 yrs old! I can't believe that in just 9 more years i'll be sending her to college! My darling son, in just 3 months! will be the BIG 3!!!! Lord, please give me the patience I need cuz this is gonna be one HELL OF A RIDE!!!!