Well if yall cant tell, Ive been on a sentimental kick, but I cant help it, it would have been our 8 year anniversary, so Im depressed, so seal with it. J/K I DO SO love him still, and it is my fault we broke up, I was being a dumbass, and I kick myself in th eass everyday for the bullshit.*sighs* But there isnt really much I can do, except be depressed, so I am, and mixing that with alcohol, not good, Ill probly end up calling him later, but I hope not5 , because I broke his heart, but on the other hand, he did leave me to go to South Carolina, and didnt give a shit what I thought, so who knows, its over , but its hard to move on sometimes, he is the only "dad" my daughter has known, not that she thinks he is her dad, but he has always loved her like his own, even though she is mixed.. so yeah he is a good man, and I wil ALWAYS love him,,,,,blah Im just rambling, but its true..D.J. has my heart and it will take a hella man to take that from him...as always, much love to those who read this.~Lexi