would you miss me when i'm gone..
hear the beat of my hearts song..
tears of joy..she will live on
but Love don't live there anymore..
Leave the crying behind you
sadness falls upon the stars..
seems all that's left now are the scars..
she was beauty in a smile
a ray of sunshine all the while
sadness wrapped in all around her..
she was a face with out a name
she loved with passion
yet the same...
love don't live there anymore
unfinished at this point... rough... but the gibberish that's in my head LOL
Be still my weeping heart
Cry tears no more
You loved him
Emotionally, unconditionally, completely
In your heart he will be
To love is to set free
You will not leave him completely
A bond even stronger than before
Will come walking in your door
The bond of friendship, a love even more
You will carry your love
You will be strong for him
You will always be there
You will be his rock
His shoulder to cry on
Right now you must be strong
Even though inside you are dying
You must understand
You must be yourself
And above all remember this
Keep your love and his friendship
Close to your heart
And in your life he will forever be
My Garden
I have a garden high on a hill
So full of life; so full of beauty…
Upon that hill so majestically
Rests a single red rose for me
To care for and to nurture
What started out as a tiny seed,
Has now become
The only thing I will ever need
The seed was planted two years ago
From then I have walked many times
To that seed on the hill
I have talked to, laughed with, and cried over
This tiny seed planted so firmly in the ground
And over the years I have watched it grow
To the blooming beautiful bud that it is today
It looked to me for comfort from the stormy days
And for warmth from the cold winter nights
I was there when his buds began to wilt
With a gentle touch I guided him toward the sun
In his own way he thanked me everyday
For the tenderness and care I had shown
His beauty glowed across my garden
An angelic glow surrounded him
Like an angel sent from above
One day I noticed another seed growing
Next to my beautiful rose
I noticed a new glow yet could not say
What it did to me to see him so happy
They were a pair it was plain to see
But I had cared and loved my rose
Far longer than had this seed
To myself I kept hidden
As I had done all this time
Fearful that my rose would vanish before my eyes
Many days did pass without seeing my rose
For I knew he no longer needed me
Then from deep within my tears a voice
Came forth and spoke to me
I had to go see my rose once more
I could not let him die
I could not let him go
An eternity passed or so it seemed
Afraid of what I might see
High on my hill I stood
I was again
Captivated by the beauty of my rose
Shining so brightly in the summer sun
I knew at this moment that I must say
What had been hidden away
Since he was a seed
I had cared for him, watered him, fed him,
I had loved him, I had always loved him.
He was my rose, in my garden, on my hill
I told him my love on that warm summer day
Inside I cried joyous tears of release
How I had been gentle and watched him grow
Yet was so afraid that he would leave me
So I had let my feelings be
My tears fell on his blood red petals
And I was lifted to the clouds
I thought God had taken my hand
And led me to His door yet it was not Him
It was my rose or what was my rose
Was now a shining image of the love I had sewn
He was my angel he was my strength
He lifted me higher than the clouds themselves
Were my eyes and heart deceiving me?
Could it be that my love, my rose, loved me?
Heaven’s floors opened, a heavenly light
So bright so glorious
Touched my heart like never before
He does, he did, he said, he loved me
This rose planted with love
Loved all these years
Was finally loving me too
My heart is full my eyes will no longer cry
Tears of sadness as I watch my rose try to fly
My rose is here out of love
Out of love that together we made
Our journey though still long and hard
Together I know this
Standing so strong and true
Shall withstand all tests of fate
There shall never be another rose
To fill my garden walls
Another rose will never been the same
Another rose shall never have
The color of my heart
The love in my heart
In the color of their petals.
You’ll never know how much you mean to me
You’ll never know how great our love could be
You’ll never hear I love you baby
And you’ll never feel my touch
If you don’t open your heart
If you don’t open your heart
If you don’t open your eyes
Try to feel this love so deep inside
Baby please don’t say goodbye
You’ll never know what a best friend I can be and
You’ll never know what your love does to me and
You’ll never know if you don’t take the chance
Take my hand, this is our last dance
I’m standing before you
My love is strong, my love is true
But you’ll never know
If you don’t open your heart
If you don’t open your eyes
Try to feel this love so deep inside
Baby don’t say goodbye
Inside my heart lies a pot of gold for you to have and you to hold
In this life you’re all I need you keep me safe, make me complete
It’s all right here in front of you
Please don’t make me blue
You know I’ll be
Waiting here for you
But baby don’t say goodbye
If you don’t open your heart (open your heart)
Open your eyes (your eyes)
Baby don’t say goodbye