Ya know something...That's fine. I ain't mad at ya. You're just one more person in the world that I'm going to wake up every morning and BRUSH OFF MY SHOULDER. I've been NOTHING but a friend to you and would have NEVER tried to get your PRECIOUS little baby girl to be gay or anything of the sort. THIS is MY life. If I choose to be with a girl, then that shouldn't matter to my REAL friend because to them, as long as I'm happy, THEY'RE happy. I REFUSE to change who I am to try and re-gain a friend I lost for all the WRONG reasons to begin with. You say you don't want gay/bisexual in your life or AROUND you? HONEY, LOOK AROUND. IT'S EVERYWHERE. Let me ask you this...And I HONESTLY mean no harm by it; What are you going to say if Emily grows up and decides she'd rather be with a woman? Are you going to disown her? Kick her out? Go without talking to your own DAUGHTER because she chose a different lifestyle than you wanted for her? I honestly hate to think that you may one day be one of those parents that shuns their own child because of the choices they make. Also, as I sit here reading this, I'd like to add that I WILL NOT apologize to YOU or anyone ELSE who does not approve of me or my lifestyle, because I'm happy...For the first time in a LONG time, and I did it WITHOUT ANY OF the people who were SUPPOSED TO MATTER THE MOST. I just can't believe YOU of all people, my BEST friend of YEARS, would alienate me from your life because I'm in love with a girl. So, since that's off my chest, please know that I WILL LIVE MY LIFE AS I SEE FIT. AND IF I DIE, AND THERE IS A HEAVEN OR HELL, I HOPE I GOT TO HELL BECAUSE AT LEAST THE HONEST PEOPLE WILL BE THERE. HEAVEN'S GOING TO BE FULL OF HYPOCRITES AND KISS-ASS DO-GOODERS. I'd love to hear how she's doing from time to time, since I'll OBVIOUSLY never meet my "supposed to be" God-Daughter, maybe see pictures of birthdays and stuff. Please know that I'm happy for you, and would've wished nothing else for you but happiness. Enjoy life darlin. I'm certainly enjoying mine.
Lindsey
