My Satan, My devil in her splendor and her beauty
The way she brings out my darkness surprises even me.
She holds more power over me than my lust for vampyrism
My evil depths come to light when she is near me.
My Dark Angel, her eyes challenging me to prove my darkness strong
Taking my life into her hands, starting the battle for my soul.
She takes me to her chest and holds me there, almost safe
And then I feel the pain of defeat as she tears out my heart.
My beautiful devil, she takes away my suffering
By ending my life she promises me more should I do her work
I tell her until the end of eternity only for one reason,
Until my spirit dies from the agony of defeat.
The glimmer in her eyes makes me feel that something is wrong.
My heart knows it can no longer endure this evil.
My Dark Angel challenges me to live whilst she kills me in my sleep.
I always knew my agony was for nothing when she was around.
Playing with my emotions, she spreads her wings of deception
She cloaks my eyes, my ears, my heart, my mind
She causes me to fear that these things I've long since feared
Are truly coming to their end as she kills my spirit again.
She tells me with the red fires of Hell in her eyes,
Come with me, I will take away your pain and suffering.
No longer will the agony of defeat overthrow your mind.
No longer will the battle for your spirit control you.
I fear to go with her because she will cause me only more pain.
I fear to think of the things she could do.
I go with her, head on into this evil 'ji-had' type war she's started
I beg her keep me in her arms as we sink into the earth.
I feel the blood running cold in my veins,
I feel the emotions I've never let out running rampant.
I feel like there's nothing to control my heart
She kills me, but leaves me behind...
In my pain,...
...in my agony,...
...and my spirit...
...she laughs as she fades away with my suffering and sorrow.
"To this end I leave you," she cried, "You were lacking in your faith,
You doubted yourself when all you had to do was to say no to me.
What I offered you was nothing more than a dream. Now die a slow soulless death."