ok so im sitting at the computer relaxin and being pissed off.
Why is that Amber?
My dad felt the need to go to a side job and work all day. He just called. He has to do wiring and new switches, a new box, and new outlet plugs. So I get to sit at home all night! I dont mind it its just I was supposed to go Monday and get all the food for tonight. Well that didnt happen because my mom cant manage time at all! Then I was supposed to go yesterday. Nope huge ass windstorm and snow hits. My mom refuses to drive me. Then I'm not taking my bro and sis to the store because theyr greedy and ungratful if I get them anything. plus i only have 31 bucks to buy the food. SO Im sitting here in my pjs holding back tears.
I had tonight planned to a T. Then liek my anniversary. It turns to shit! I swear I'm sick of spending time and and money on shit that isnt going to work out. Then even if Sean goes and gets us dinner liek car side to go and I have leftovers they'll be gone from everyone else eating them. My sister i spent 30 bucks on my mom and I top eat my mom and sister ate MY leftovers. I dont ahve any money to be spending. I have to pay to get my license(200) then replace my winsheild (200+) and yeah I'm depressed and know I have no money to be spending on everyone to eat from Applebees! so I'm stuck at home and babysitting like everyother day! So I quit trying on holidays!
Anyone wanna try and cheer me up!!
xo's
Amber
