i wish there was more light out at night because one night i was outside talking and the moon was high in the sky and it was lovely outside and i like it. As I look in the sky many times then I have before I wonder if there is something out there that I have yet to discover and then again maybe one day that special star or someone will find me and I will be happier then I was before and it also might not seem like the tuff decision I made it the pass wont be as hard as they have been threw out these past few years of pain and sorrow I have been threw. To yet see the days of happeniess and all good things come back to me and care me away and show me ways out there and signs that could change the outcome and things I have did in the pass to build and fix along the way. many times I have looked into the sky either its day or night and I cont to sit and think if there many signs or something in the sky that could be pointing me in the right direction or some way to show it or someone to show me that there changes or ways that I could take this and build off it or just sit back and learn more from my pass to not make the mistake I have before but many times I have I am hoping that the day comes it wont happen again and put me down into pain and sorrow once again because it be hard to face and feel what a hole it could get me into or where it will lead me too if I am following the same sky and road once again but the true meaning of life is living and learn so many times that I have hopefully my state of mind and focus will bring me good things that I sit back and wait and one day it come true to see what I have forgot in the pass to take a step forward and move on from there but hopefully soon or one day it will come to me.
by josh snider p.s tell me wat u think???