Monday, April 23, 2007
No More Drama
I only have one request. No more drama please.
I'm not craving any new drama thanks. Nor am I the queen of drama.
I'm 23...I'll be 24 in a couple months. I'm almost in my mid-twenties. Not mid-teens.
If you are so unhappy with me, if you don't like me, if you wish I was gone...why do you keep trying to hurt me over and over??? Why don't you just let me go?
Let go. You're the one who walked away.
You're the one who is lost in the darkness.
I can't see you anymore. Not even a little bit.
Not at all.
So what do you want me to do about it?
I'm tired. I can't keep fighting. I can't have a life full of fights.
Fighting sure is good. Sometimes. And when you're fighting for light.
When you're fighting for breath.
When you're fighting for betterment.
If you're fighting a battle you can win.
But, I THINK I can't win this battle.
And I'm lost in too much.
The hole is too deep, the rope is just short.
I think I'll let go
Gone
