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created on 09/21/2009  |  http://fubar.com/hurts-to-watch/b309843

[Not enough nog]

I am a bomb of stress and hatred right now.

But I did have a really good angry wank over it.
... *checks to see if he marked this NSFW*
... *wonders if he really needs to as his reader base has pretty much quit the internet forever*

New furnace is in.
New furnace is working... okay, I'm still wearing my coat and I can't feel my toes, but it IS above freezing right now. That's a step in the right direction.

Tomorrow is another 12 hour shift, my buddy wants to come in "real early" to tinker. I told him if he got here before 10 that I'd just take part of the morning off, I'm kind of tired of dicking with all this.

So... 8 hours within speaking distance of the biggest crush in modern history (and yeah... I'm really trying to think of her in those terms, its not so easy... even when she talks about how rich and muscley her boyfriend is)
lunch
1 hour for dinner
and we're back to work til 10:00.

:/

on the upshot...

... on the upshot...

uuuuuuuuuuuh


I have no fucking idea.

Okay: on the upshot... I have real feelings for someone. DISREGARD the rich muscley boyfriend. I didn't think that was something I was capable of.
I do actually care about her wellbeing.

My heat is on.
I don't have to worry about my dog pissing on the floor and then having the puddle freeze. I bet a putty knife would be pretty good at scraping the peecicles

I do have to worry about the gargantuan bill and the lingering headaches.

I don't have cancer.

WOO!

My coworkers fucking love me.
My family fucking loves me.
My friends don't fuck me.

Life is fucking good, and the nog is thick, locally made, and could probably substitute a meal.

No laurels. No reclining.
My cough is dying down, heat's back on, kendo training starts... *yawns* after christmas.

Or friday when I don't have back to back 12 hours and ... then I work all day saturday. 66 Hour work weeks again huh? Least this time they're paying me.

*scratches his head* still better than last year. Or the year before that for that matter.

Here's to 2010.
When love triumphs.

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