I am still sick
I am still sad
How the fuck do I fix this shit?
The sinus infection is still lingering. I talked to the dr I work for and he gave me some tricks, hopefully I will be better by monday :)
The sad...well it comes in waves...I will think about Derek..then get sad...then start to think about all the things that are wrong and just cry...I DO NOT CRY
Ugh.