So
Its 0440 hours and i need to be up in time for everything tomorrow but i am awake, I am awake because cannot sleep. I cant sleep because i miss my wife.
I cant talk to my wife because she's not my wife anymore, she wants to be with another guy, someone who isnt a soldier.
Someone who isnt going to run the risk of being called into active duty. I cant help what i am and she knew it getting into all this, and insted she does this. Some one who isnt a risk...
Friday night she swore her love to me, Saturday afternoon and evening she was with him cheating on me.
Sunday morning i awake to a text message teling me it was over, by the time i got in contact with her she was shaving her legs, getting ready to see the man she cheated on me with.
Whatever happened to for better and for worse.
She was suppost to be it, and now i am sitting on a chair infront of a computer less then an hour away from when i know i have to be up.
And i am still not asleep
