Sometimes I wish I could just turn it all off. I wish I didn't feel anything, for you, for anything and anyone. Because feelings hurt. The moment you let your emotions take control, you're fucked. I suppose you just have to decide whether it's all going to be worth it or not, the troubles that come with love. Because of course, he's going to hurt you. But if you really believe that in the end you will come out of it alive, together, then by all means go for it. I just hope that it all turns out well for you. The way I wished it would work out for me......