Written on 3/8/2006
This one if for the "My Best Friend's Wedding" syndrome type people...
This feeling inside.
Consuming my life.
My eyes blind
to the affections of another.
He woos me,
Romances me.
Yet nothing in my heart
is for him.
I am numb to all,
to fear,
to the comfort of embrace,
to you and your advances.
My heard torn to pieces
So long ago.
Every day mended more & more.
Resorting to meaningless
carnal desires.
Never giving me to anyone.
Everyone robbed of who I really am.
No longer myself.
Not from that day on.
...but worry not...there is hope at the end of every day...
