So a seris of odd things have happened tonight , two ghosts from my past well one a ghost the other was more a illusion I never was able to speak to . The ghost a ex of mine surfaces and appolagizes for all the shit they put me through , mind you they led me to belive they were killed .
They appolagized did I forgive ? No I cant forgive someone for that . Someone I cared alot for someone I shed tears for and blood for . I can't forgive and it was hard . Not for me but for them .
The actually said I was the most valiant yet sadistic person they had ever known . Sadistic ? Because when I am angered even the gods cant control me . I like to say I am the pure definition of chaos . In its rawiest form , I dont obide by many laws regulations or rules.
I will exploit tecnology to my advantage (for those Anarchists who are technophobes get over it ) . We live in a society where tech rules the world . Yet its so easy to manipulate and exploit, Id never exploit those who are good to me . Respect is somthing I cherish more then anything in life besides faimly .
The untouchable illusion I just got off the phone with 4 hours talking with them . We were two icons in a place I chated at yet never spoke much to eachother . Now were becoming freinds , the world I am relizing is a very amazing and beautifull yet scary thing I would love to preserve ...Good night world
