You can have everyone around you but still feel like noone is there. What is there to do when you dont know what to do. Whats to believe when you feel theres nothing to believe. I want to know why people will try to make you feel speical only to bust there on ego. Not caring what they are doing to the other person. I dont know what to believe from anyone anymore. Most everything everyone says is a load of shit, so what is there to believe anymore. You dont know me no one does. You can have a basic understanding of who or what i am, but you will never truely know. why i just say if your in it to talk shit to me and think your going to foul me into believeing something that you dont even believe yourself. No one seems to care anymore about the other person or what the affects of what your actions do. so thats why i just say leave me alone. im not worth it.