Please God save me from myself
before I drown in my own tears.
My one too many failures
have caused me so much to fear.
I just want to crawl into my bed
to escape this cold, cruel world.
Who knew I’d feel this way today?
Right now my life seems a total blur.
My whole being says just go ahead,
go and cry yourself into a ball.
But why, why would I feel this way?
That’s just not ever been me at all.
I feel I've no control of things I should,
and fear that I've done absolutely nothing right.
I feel my own cold shoulder against me,
leaving me very little left with for the fight.
So, at an age when my life should be content,
I just hang my head and cry.
I feel so ashamed and all alone,
and truly only God knows why.
