We all sometimes go thru times in our lives where nothing ever makes since and you feel lost and alone even tho your truely not alone and people do care about you, but that feeling is still there. Especially around the holidays its worse. All i really wanted for Christmas this year was to be able to spend it with my children... Even that i cant have. Between being so angry wanting to tear someones head off and being so depressed over everything lately i almost just want to say fuck it all and give up..
To any of my friends on here that may read this, Im not avoiding, im not mad, Not being online for a while does not mean i hate anyone, or am personally mad at anyone. Ive got a Shitload of shit on my mind right now and ...no... i dont want to talk about it. Im sorry if that offends anyone but i will talk about it in time if i feel the need to.
I Do Wish everyone Happy Holidays.
~DJ Khaotic Wolf
A.K.A. Sean...