Well today was a day in the record books....The CPS did their job for one thing, and shocked us all. They actually decided to keep the kids away from their mother, my stupid dope head step daughter...good decision. The Child Protective Services decided that the children needed to stay where they are for the next month AT LEAST, which means the baby, 3 month old Jacob will stay with Nikki's mom and the 3 year old will be living with her father. He isn't my number one choice as a guardian for her (I am of course, I have taken care of her for over 1.5 of her 3 yrs), but he is better than the alternative, which would be Nikki getting her back. Little Grace is traumatized right now, she saw a stabbing and her mother being beaten, the last thing she needs is to be in her mother's care...and I am using the word "mother" very lightly considering she has never been much of one to either of her children.
What has upset me the most today is that after all I have done for Nikki, she completely turned her back on me, basically doesn't want me in her life....why you ask? Because I told her the damn truth, and she didn't want to hear it! I let her know that the reason she lost her kids is HER OWN FAULT, THAT IF SHE HAD STAYED CLEAN AND NOT BEEN EXPOSING HER KIDS TO DRUGS AND DEALING, SHE WOULD STILL HAVE THEM!!!!
Anyway, not dwelling on her being a bratty little bitch today, just updating all of you that care about me and my grandkiddies!!
ILU my friends, and please keep praying for their safety!!
