They say a person isn't supposed to re-enter his or her past , but there are times a person can't help it .
The choice I have made is I have decided to put myself under a vow of silence , in other words as of today and maybe for a while I won't be having any words (vocal wise ) coming out of my mouth . This is my choice .
I was like that growing up I have kept to myself , and at times it can get very lonely , but the choice was a hard on that I have to live with .